My hands shook as I held the letter.<\/p>\n
The paper was old.<\/p>\n
Yellowed at the edges.<\/p>\n
But the handwriting was steady.<\/p>\n
A stranger\u2019s handwriting from a man who had somehow been part of my life before I even knew he existed.<\/p>\n
Everyone waited.<\/p>\n
My father.<\/p>\n
My mother.<\/p>\n
Daniel.<\/p>\n
The lawyer.<\/p>\n
Even Dr. Collins, who had followed us to the office because he said the medical truth mattered.<\/p>\n
I looked at my mother.<\/p>\n
She couldn\u2019t meet my eyes.<\/p>\n
That hurt more than anything.<\/p>\n
Because she already knew what was written inside.<\/p>\n
I looked back at the letter.<\/p>\n
And started reading.<\/p>\n
*Maya,<\/em>*<\/p>\n *If you are reading this, then the truth has finally reached you.<\/em>*<\/p>\n *I wish I could have told you myself.<\/em>*<\/p>\n My throat tightened.<\/p>\n Jonathan Reed.<\/p>\n My biological father.<\/p>\n A man I had never met.<\/p>\n A man who somehow knew I would one day need answers.<\/p>\n I continued.<\/p>\n *Your mother will tell you that she was protecting you. She will tell you that she was afraid. Some of that may be true.<\/em>*<\/p>\n *But the reason she hid your identity was not because of a mistake from her past.<\/em>*<\/p>\n *It was because of what she did afterward.<\/em>*<\/p>\n I stopped.<\/p>\n My father noticed.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat does it say?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n I looked at him.<\/p>\n \u201cI don\u2019t know if I want to keep reading.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n Nobody spoke.<\/p>\n Then my mother whispered:<\/p>\n \u201cMaya\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n I looked at her.<\/p>\n \u201cYou knew.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n Her eyes filled with tears.<\/p>\n \u201cI knew Jonathan left a letter.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cThat\u2019s not what I asked.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She looked down.<\/p>\n \u201cYes.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n The room went cold.<\/p>\n \u201cHow long?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She swallowed.<\/p>\n \u201cSince before you were born.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n A part of me wanted to scream.<\/p>\n Another part of me was too tired.<\/p>\n I looked at the letter again.<\/p>\n *Nicole made a decision before Maya was born. A decision she believed would keep her safe. But it also took away Maya\u2019s right to know who she was.<\/em>*<\/p>\n My fingers tightened around the paper.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat decision?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My mother started crying.<\/p>\n \u201cI was young.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My father shook his head.<\/p>\n \u201cStop saying that.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She looked at him.<\/p>\n \u201cI was nineteen.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cAnd you\u2019re still using that to explain everything.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She wiped her face.<\/p>\n \u201cI thought I had no choice.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n I turned to her.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat did you do?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n For several seconds, there was only silence.<\/p>\n Then she whispered:<\/p>\n \u201cI changed the records.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n The words barely registered.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My mother looked at me.<\/p>\n \u201cYour birth records.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My father stepped forward.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat did you change?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She covered her mouth.<\/p>\n \u201cI changed your father\u2019s name.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n I stared at her.<\/p>\n \u201cYou erased him.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She cried.<\/p>\n \u201cI thought I was protecting you.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My voice shook.<\/p>\n \u201cYou were protecting yourself.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n Nobody corrected me.<\/p>\n Because nobody could.<\/p>\n I continued reading.<\/p>\n *Maya, your mother told people I abandoned her. She told them I disappeared. But that was not true.<\/em>*<\/p>\n My heart stopped.<\/p>\n I looked up.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My father grabbed the letter.<\/p>\n But I pulled it away.<\/p>\n No.<\/p>\n I needed to hear it myself.<\/p>\n *I tried to be part of your life. I sent letters. I called. I asked to see you.<\/em>*<\/p>\n *Every time, Nicole refused.<\/em>*<\/p>\n My mother whispered:<\/p>\n \u201cI was scared.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n I looked at her.<\/p>\n \u201cOf him?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She shook her head.<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cThen of what?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She didn\u2019t answer.<\/p>\n The lawyer slowly spoke.<\/p>\n \u201cJonathan hired me because he believed Nicole would eventually tell Maya.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My father looked at him.<\/p>\n \u201cShe never did.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n Thomas shook his head.<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n I looked down.<\/p>\n The letter continued.<\/p>\n *There is one more thing you need to know.<\/em>*<\/p>\n *The reason your mother panicked when the pregnancy test was discovered was not because she was afraid of Daniel.<\/em>*<\/p>\n I felt my heartbeat increase.<\/p>\n *She was afraid of the DNA results because she knew Daniel was connected to me.<\/em>*<\/p>\n *And if anyone investigated Daniel\u2019s family, they would eventually discover the truth about your birth.<\/em>*<\/p>\n I looked at Nicole.<\/p>\n \u201cYou knew.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She started crying.<\/p>\n \u201cI didn\u2019t know Daniel was Jonathan\u2019s son.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cBut you knew someone could find out.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She didn\u2019t answer.<\/p>\n That was enough.<\/p>\n My father turned away.<\/p>\n The pain on his face was worse than anger.<\/p>\n Then Thomas reached into the drawer again.<\/p>\n \u201cThere\u2019s another document.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n Everyone looked at him.<\/p>\n He placed a sealed envelope on the desk.<\/p>\n \u201cThis was the last thing Jonathan left.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My mother stood immediately.<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n The room froze.<\/p>\n Because she sounded terrified.<\/p>\n My father looked at her.<\/p>\n \u201cYou know what\u2019s inside.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n She shook her head.<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n But her voice betrayed her.<\/p>\n Thomas looked at me.<\/p>\n \u201cThis envelope was meant for Maya when she turned eighteen.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n I stared.<\/p>\n \u201cWhy am I getting it now?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n The lawyer looked at Nicole.<\/p>\n \u201cBecause someone tried to destroy it yesterday.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My mother went pale.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n Thomas opened another file.<\/p>\n \u201cThere was an attempt to remove Jonathan\u2019s documents from storage.\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n My father\u2019s eyes narrowed.<\/p>\n \u201cWho tried?\u201d\u201d<\/p>\n Thomas looked directly at my mother.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" My hands shook as I held the letter. 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